insignificantpuppet

Search then, to find. Nothing at all

2009-02-11T11:57:00.002+08:00

I used to despise it... But well. I think I've grown rather attached to the way I think about everything. There is so much untapped potential in it, that I never really took the chance to discover. Well, on to the rarity, my very own blog entry.

Opinions, opinions, opinions. Seems like everyone has suddenly gotten soo very opinionated about lots and lots and lots and lots of stuff. Honestly, at times it feels very forced, as if they're just trying to force an opinion just to stand out and be different. I'm gonna write some things that I think to myself a lot. Singaporeans are such a unique species. We're so fortunate in a lot of things, yet we desire more and more and more and more. We're just really 'uncontent' with our lives for some reason. So much so that the usually clear line between 'wants' and 'needs' has become so very blur that we'd would sacrifice essentials just to get what we 'want'. Which is surprising in fact, as Singapore truly is a beautiful country. I suppose, that to say that about Singaporeans alone, would be an error on my part. But I have yet to see much of the rest of the world and am curious if communities around the world were dissimilar or the same.

I am spoiled. That I will admit. I was born with a silver spoon and am fortunate enough to have rich and kind parents who are willing to cover any cost that I need in my life. But I have also been trained not to be complacent and though I am at times, I know the differences between what I need and what I want. By that, I mean, I need to work for what I want because I feel bad about asking my parents for them. However, I have never been required to work for what I 'need' as that has been provided to me, a great deal of my life. That is how lucky I truly am and that would explain why I'm hardly one to complain about anything financial.

Complaining about people though... That I do a lot. I am an observer. I love to study the typical patterns and routes homo-sapians tend to frequent as well as the equivalent trials and tribulations and mistakes they make. This brings me back to one of the very first things I said up there, "We're just really 'uncontent' with our lives for some reason".

Lots of us have this habit of not finishing the food on our plates. I've been fortunate enough to have been taught to 'not leave even one grain of rice on my plate'. Yet when people see me eat like that, they tell me "WAH, u very hungry ah". I've just been taught to try and prevent any wastage of food especially when people die everyday because of starvation. Its my way of saying, 'I can't do much about the people who are starving everyday, but if it helps their souls, I want them to know that I am not one to take the fact that I am so lucky for granted.'

We rant and complain about material things which wouldn't even be significant to us in the long run. It doesn't do any good to be emotional about things money can buy but we don't need. But still a lot of us do it. People often ask me why I hardly ever buy any clothes, quite simply, Its because I have enough. I should think that I'll be able to last another 2 years or so without buying any clothes except on new years. But maybe, its just cause I'm a guy and we don't really need to care about looks so much. I do know how hard it is not to complain when you covet things. Thats why I have to admit that I'm guilty as well.

We take lots of things for granted and even at times, though its despicable, we scold and refuse to help those who are in need. When I say those who are in need, I really mean those who are in need. A lot of the beggars on the streets are quite capable of finding work, yet they just don't want to. I would help those who have disabilities or handicaps that keep them from work but not always those who seem perfectly able. That said, I would not scold people who beg for help. I am of the same opinion as my parents, if a person is truly in need of help, they would not be asking for money. In fact, they would be happier if you could give them food or a drink. Bearing all this in mind, I have to bring up an occasion a few years back at Lido when I gave a woman $1 for a packet of tissue. She showed me the tissue packet without telling me anything. Well, usually I would give a dollar or so and get one or more packets in exchange. This time, I gave her $1 saying thank you, she gave me one packet of tissue and then asked me for $2 in a language I couldn't understand. So, as I walked away, my friend, KaiXiang, heard her say something to the effect of, "Wanna do good thing also never do properly". I guess I have to admit that I do complain about stuff like that a lot too.

We fear bats and so very many of natures creations who are truly just misunderstood. Bats are not in the least dangerous. In fact, the poor creatures are quite pitiful to say the least. Imagine being born completely blind and having to rely on echoes as opposed to the rays of light we use to see everyday. Quality of life would be oh so very diminished. We would be absolutely paralyzed should there ever be an array of dissonance. The thing that sort of ticks me off is that, a lot of us truly believe that we are above them in so many ways when the truth is, despite having free-will and the ability to think, we still act like them a heck of a lot. So if we really behave just like them, who are we to judge them? The fact is actually, that we do things that are in fact far worse than them. Find me a species on this earth that develops ways and means to destroy millions of their own kind along with billions of other creatures within minutes besides humans and I will retract my previous statement.

So yes, we're an 'uncontent' race. The way I see it there are four kinds of people in this world. 2 of them content and 2 of them 'uncontent'. One would have a complicated mind yet they would desire simplicity, another would seek complications though they are simple in mind. The other 2 are content with who they are and what they have. Unfortunately, it is rare to find people who are perfectly content in this world. Based on this blog post, I leave it to anyones guess, which of the 4 I am.

Tragic Blue Moon's Dawn

2008-05-13T01:52:00.003+08:00

Well... for those of you who are still reading this blog... The title would tell ya... Its one of the rare few times I'm writing an entry... and that this is gonna be an upsetting one...

Past couple of weeks have been strange, eventful, fun but mostly and indirectly
annoying and upsetting....

Recap
Well... I didn't get a EOY or EOSem holiday last sem.... Had attachment instead... worked retail over at a company as a tyre tech/cashier... My pay was a lot better than everyone elses and for that... I am greatful... Learned some sweet skills too... Although I have learned them from my previous working experience too... Suddenly I'm a lot more sociable(read:talkative) or something since working as a cashier... ugh... oh well... So yea

The Points
After last sem...
-I've passed all my exams
-Started smoking(cigars and sheeshah only)
-Drink a lot now
-Had my Attachment
-Got my pay
-Bought a wii(and 4 games and stuff)
-Gotten more sociable... might not be so true...
-I'm trying my best not to lie so often

Till Present Day
Hmmn... lets start with the events....

April 2nd, Wednesday : bought my WII!!!
April 13th, Sunday : last day of attachment
April 14th, Monday : back to school the very next day
April 17th, Saturday : working temp staff at attachment company
April 18th, Sunday : See above
April 23rd, Friday : Eskibar... had 151s to start and a bottle of Martell VSOP... Finished in one day...
April 24th, Saturday : Stayed out till late at night... and went home at about 4am
April 25th, Sunday : working temp staff at attachment company + mass afterwards
-here on... an annoyance has been bugging me every few days... or so...-
April 29th, Tuesday : Free Ice Cream Day at B&Js but I' didn't go...
April 30th, Wednesday: Niise, Ris and Korn came over to hang out at my place...
May 3rd, Saturday : Over at Starbucks at night with Nic, Ryl, Brad, Terence, Dl
and Jess(a lil)
May 4th, Sunday : Out with Jeremy, Elissa and Sarah to suntec... check out some
stuff and all... might be changing my phone soon...
May 5th, Monday : headed to popeyes at Changi airport after school to meet Ryl... brought friends along because I thought hers were coming(not)... Cheryl left early... then Miq came in the evening... crazy day out... I've known it from before... but... the guys from my Poly class are frappin despo...
May 7th, Wednesday : Headed to Raffles City after sch ended(or rather a few hours later...)... got my phone and sat a while then headed home... plus I bought some games and a controller for my wii!
May 9th, Friday : Sch from 10-12am... stayed there till 3+ though... then headed home, bathed, changed and 24ed to AMK and bought Tales Of Symphonia(2nd hand) for $30... then headed to City hall... to eat at raffles city... after which, we all went to a part of the esplanade and opened 2 bottles(Johnnie Walker Grn label and Myers Dark) in the open area just beside that river... Drank and drank... didn't really get dizzy... but I felt something strange in my stomach... and puked about 5 times that night...
May 10th, Saturday : Dinner at Aston's, Serangoon Gardens(WHAT?!... a FREAKING COFFEE SHOP????... I thought it was some high-class joint...) with Jeremy and Sarah... then had a drink at RK house... after he sent her home... we headed to simpang to meet Kx... then over to my house to play WII
May 11th, Sunday : Jeremy and Kx left at abt 7am... and I slept straight after... woke at abt 11... made reservations at beng hiang and ate a lot... then went for mass in the evening...
May 12th, Monday : went to school to find out no one else went... then headed to Jeremy's... went to a nearby coffeeshop for his lunch and I had a drink... next, back to his house to enjoy some MTV boiling points... After which, we went to play LAN at sports hall... then had some OLDck and bubble tea... Met Shane at the interchange... headed to Starbucks... wasted a few hours away... and Shane invited Miq... bla bla bla... went home... played WII... ate dinner... Lie down on bed... back here typing out... and its now May 13th.... Tuesday...

Analysis
Past few weeks have been a rocket ride... and I only truly enjoyed a few of the days... My real friends should know which days... it really isn't important to me if the rest don't... well... been talking with my best friend a lot and actually... hes right... now, HES the antisocial one... hardly going out and all... and I've been out like mad... it has to stop... its not a matter of petty appearances(though I do like to seem antisocial)... well... its led me to think that... through years of observation and analysis... that excessive sociality... could lead to promiscuity... as is present in several with low self-esteem... aside from that... I don't fancy the people I have been going out with so much(my classmates and an annoyance)... its inevitable that I would become like them if I hang out with them too much... true?... I sincerely and most definately don't want that... it's fun and all but... its too... outgoing for me... I'd would rather be antisocial... thats just me...

The other thing he told me is that... everyone is slowly getting connected together as if in a giant web... this is something I dislike as well... probably due to my overprotective nature... of my friends anyway... I hate my friends mixing with people i hate or deem unworthy... but who am I to decide... some damage is reversible... but the rest is not... I hope they know what being preventative truly means...

A name has been in my mind for ages now...
Her name... Not just her name... But her face as well
and Her personality... And everything about her...
Just Let it go... Leave her be... I keep telling myself... And in actuality...
That is what I do... Never speaking to her and straying far
However... The thoughts and dreams return...
Along with the feelings and emotion...
Plus I still look for her in crowds...
Whether in church or wherever...
Pass her block sometimes...
Searching... To avoid... Or to find an answer...
Its been too long... Most say...
Yet.. Somehow I feel...
Hardly Long enough...
Still Love You Girl... Always
Can't ever tell though...

What can I do?... Just waiting works I guess...
It's really not that bad sometimes...

nanana nana

2007-11-20T03:08:00.000+08:00

hmmn
this entry here is dedicated to someone whos probably gonna be checking here even though I hardly ever post anymore... As well as everyone else who reads this... THANKS NAT!!!... for checking my blog... thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you.... thats a total for 24 "thank you"s =)... to you, Nat and everyone else who still bothers to check up on this old obsolete and probably abandoned blog... nana nana nana nana na na nana nana nana nana na na...

P.S... typed by hand!!!... all of this message!!... no copy no pasting!!!... be proud be glad and yadayadayadayada.... nanananana...

P.S.S... Jonne was not drunk while typing this repeat... NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT!!!!...

Incomplete(lyrics)

2007-11-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

[chorus]
Silent withered sleepless slumber
In the dark these tears replace a
Shattered memory
Once thought
Then left to fade
Now and forever remember
The reason I'm
Dreaming to disappear
Wishing to fade away

Bleeding Drowning Breathing Feeding
Forever we stand alone
Busking in moonlit shadow
See this world through hollowed eyes
Cry, Insignificant Puppet
These tears, they will
Dry up and fade away
Painless, We'll disappear

[verse]
Incomplete
In broken soul we...

to be cont'd

Why Dream To Die?

2007-08-08T00:58:00.000+08:00

-Fancy Irish Accent(Pirate style)-
YOU PEOPLE!
Have been chosen
To Reveal Our Existence to the world!
YOU WILL WITNESS WHAT HAPPENS HERE TODAY
And you will tell of it later
World By Storm - Aiden

Lets see... everything interesting began from.... the 21st of July... yea!... thats it...

-21st July-
-Wherever-
Hmmn... well... Gerard came to stay overnight today(he remembered where I stayed... oh well)... played the gamecube for a while... then we headed out to the Airport... via MRT... met Ann-Marie at the airport as well as some of Gerard's friends... after sending them all off... me, Gerard and Ann started to head back... oh and... at the Expo MRT station... me and gerard played this MRT running game... sweet!... but I lost.... he ran further... waited for Ann's train to arrive... talked about all the MRT suicides this year... next, me and Gerard headed back to my place...

-22nd July-
-Wherever-
played gamecube a little more... then used the comp a little... finally headed out to simpang for some teh-peng and prata...

Talked about what its like over in Texas... and how screwed up and sickening this god-forsaken Island closest to hell has become... oh well... after we were done eating... we headed back... ripped a LOT of songs from Gerard's CDs... after which... I burned Red Alert for him and we both went to sleep...

-22nd July(cont'd)-
-Several-
hmmn... headed out for church in the morn... then Gerard went off... and I decided to meet up with Nikki and Gen... walked around Suntec and stuff... man... I feel like such a freeloader... despise being broke... despise the brady bunch at home even more... oh well... next... we all went off to Excelsior... to get a guitar for they're friend... and we all finally cabbed back home...

-23-30th July-
-Several Insignificant events transpired-
And so I'm not really gonna say much... Go school... Eat, sleep, shit... yadayadayada... rinse repeat... and theres life...

-30th July-
-More than 1-
Hmmn... went to school... after school had ended... headed for Bel's place... party of sorts... ate a lot... played more... finally time to go home... AND I STILL FEEL LIKE A FRICKIN FREELOADER!... gosh... when I finally got home... chatted with Nikki and some other people... then fell aslumber...

-31st July- 3rd August-
-BORING!#$%^&*()-
School... (copy and paste from above)
{-23-30th July-
-Several Insignificant events transpired-
And so I'm not really gonna say much... Go school... Eat, sleep, shit... yadayadayada... rinse repeat... and theres life...} Oh!... and I didn't go for school on wednesday and Friday... And I got 80/100 for my GEMS CA... even though i was almost never there.... niahahahahahahaha....

-3rd August-
-Finally something a little more interesting-
hmmn... well.. Its Friday... met Gerard at Suntec(brought some rum along)... along with some of his other friends... Edwin, Ray and Seree(still don't know how to spell)... ate Pizza Hut... walked more around Suntec... took some photos... walked around fountain of wealth... got my jacket wet... oh well... drank quite a bit over there... some leftover when we left City Hall(saw Rachel at the MRT... gave her a misscall)... stopped off at Tanah Merah for a short detour to Changi Airport and back... for fun =)... on the way back... at Expo... we played that running game again... this time with an extra companion... Gerard still won... but least me and him entered at the same door... next time we played it was at simei... but erm... well... me and Edwin just kind of left Gerard to run on his own... and he did... and we laughed... Ah the hilarity... finally alighted at Pasir Ris(Always reminded of someone here)... went over to 7-11... bought Summer Colada and some white chocolate...

Green - Me
Blue - Gerard

Wow... just love the white chocolate huh?
Yea man... no nigger shit here...
*looks at wrapper*
hmmn... NEW FROM CADBURY!... Nigger bars!... AKA dark chocolate...
*LAUGHTER ENSUES*
ok ok... soo... what do you call an indian in a purple blanket?
erm... Cadbury?
YEA(laughs)... then whats an indian in a red blanket?
Kitkat?
HAHA... yea!
OO!... I got one!
yes?
Whats a Nigger all wasted on a white blanket??
erm... No idea
Toilet Paper
*EVEN MORE LAUGHTER ENSUES*
Lame convo in the middle of that night...

well it hit midnight by then sooo...

-4th August-
we all headed to Ray's house(kept looking for her block number...)... took a ride in his car... bought some stuff at the supermarket in the area(Rachel called me back and took some time to remember me)... chilled at Pasir Ris park for a while... doing crazy stuff till about 1am... then we went for a nice long drive... doing some crazy stuff... no details... =)... lastly we stopped off at Simpang... had supper... my treat and then we all went home...

-4th August(cont'd)-
woke up... did stuff... then used comp for a while.. .and headed off for a dinner...
dammit man... I really have a family from hell... its fucking sickening... call or sms me for the details...

-5th August-
met up with Gerard for a few minutes... then went for 12.30 mass with Jeremy... then had lunch... with teh peng... talked a while... a lot of shit these days... headed home after all that... drank some rum and coke at home....

-6th August-
Acid levels in my throat were at a damn high... had a cad/proE test... followed classmates to Clementi... Eat, watch the play dota... take train over to boon lay and back to tanah merah... got home... slept... didn't dare eat anything but bread and water... till night time... ate keropok... and macaroni at midnight...

-7th August-
IA test in school... 8:30 to 10... got there at like 9:20... got out of class by 9:45... went to foodcourt 4 to eat... mee pok... then to clementi... played some pool... watched them play dota again... Murtaza fell asleep watching... ate some mac... headed home... once home... watched "A Lot Like Love"... watched some anime... fell asleep watching... ate dinner...used comp for a while... got FORCED to help cleanup at Bayshore(Fuck you family)... and back at home

-8th August-
Middle of the night...using the comp... bloggin... gonna go see Gerard off later... at the airport... gonna walk there... then get back home... have a nap... and out with Ryl and Nikki again later... swimming i guess...

-Bleeding Red and uncontent-
Damn bloody fucking hell... why the fuck was I born into this damn family... Proud uncle... sees fit only to look down on me... Mother with a damn attitude problem... Father whos almost never here and really doesn't care... sickening shit man...
summary of all my problems
-Uncle is to fucking proud
-Ah Ma just wants money
-Mother has so many damn attitude problems...
>-No privacy at all... I FUCKING GET SCOLDED FOR LOCKING MY TOILET DOOR WHEN I'M INSIDE
>-expect people to feel sorry for her when shes down(excuse me?.. what the fuck did anyone care when I'm down... in fact you pushed me down even more..)
>-many more
-Father... I'm not gonna say anything...
-Sister.... refer to mother section

Fact is... the only person i can really consider family is my brother... like what the fuck man...

WE WILL SPILL THEIR BLOOD
TILL IT RAINS DOWN FROM THE SKIES
-World By Storm - Aiden

Kinda really missed you all this time... REALLY nice to see you again...

2007-07-19T04:48:00.000+08:00

-19 July 2007-
-Home-
Well.. its 4 am... haven't gone to sleep yet... decided to blog... hmmn... guess I should be blogging about all thats happened the past week or 2... but I'll start with yesterday though...

-18 July 2007-
-Home-
I woke up late for class... So I kinda decided I'd not go school today... went back to sleep... woke up an hour later... stoned a while and then headed down to the comp to print notes... I thought I'd head over to Tampines library to study for the maths test on thursday... Had lunch at home... told parents I'd had to leave for school at 1... My mom decided to send me to school...

-18 July 2007-
-Parent's Car-
Oh shit... oh well... no getting out of her sending me so I thought I'd make the most of the situation... got her to send me to Tanah Merah... but she said I was to apply for concession then go back to the car and she'd send me to school... I tried to apply for the concession... but the whole MRT was full with an army of Aussie's or Americans... so I told my mom I couldn't get the concession at Tanah Merah... Next, I told her it'd be better if she'd just brought me to Tampines to get it done there... NO... she suggested Bedok 'cause she didn't wanna back track... oh well... I talked her out of going to Bedok because its eternally crowded... Instead, we were to go to Eunos MRT(Paya Lebar initially but well... Eunos was closer)... I told her that it actually would have been faster at that point for me to take MRT so she conceded and let me take the MRT...

-18 July 2007-
-Eunos MRT-
Applied for the concession... then went to tell my mom... it was alright for her to leave already... So she left... and as she was leaving an MRT pulled in... I ran for it... but barely missed it... well... I guess its for the better... That was a westbound MRT... which woulda taken me to school... so I just took the next eastbound one and went to Tampines...

-18 July 2007-
-Tampines Mall-
At Tampines... I headed straight to the mall... to use the toilet and get myself some Taiwan street snack chicken... While the lady was powdering my chicken... I got peppered after I asked her for more pepper(accidentally of course)... Next, Gerard messaged me and asked if I'd wanted to see Harry Potter at Tampines Mall... so I said I was already there and he told me to check for Movie timings... Anyway... It was abt 2:05 or so when I'd gotten the Chicken I ordered... so I headed to that open air area to sit and eat all my chicken... After I'd eaten all of it... I headed for the toilet to wash my hands... Then I went to check the timings... one at 3pm and another at 4pm... Gerard told me that we'd catch the 4pm one... which would give us some time to head somehwhere else and buy snacks... after all that he said he'd be at TM at say.. 3+... so I walked around a bit... Sat down aimlessly at the Arcade... walked some more... came back to sit at the arcade again... And finally Gerard arrived... Decided we'd go Century Square to catch the movie... so we went to CS to check timings...

-18 July 2007-
-Century Square-
About the same timings as TM and we bought tickets for the 4pm show... then we went to the Arcade at Cs... played a couple of rounds of Outrun with Gerard... then He played initial D... Next we headed downstairs and Gerard bought some snacks... and we finally went to watch the movie after I got some popcorn and a Lemon Tea and Barley mix drink... I shouldn't have read the book... the movie was incredibly disappointing... The Directors are getting quite lazy nowadays.... Afer the movie... we went to the Arcade again... played a few rounds of Outrun and Initial D again... then we headed downstairs to buy something to eat... both of us ordered seaweed chicken...but when I reached my hand out to collect the food from the lady... I held my wallet up the wrong way... and all my coins,keys, guitar picks and Video Ezy card dropped out... Quite embarrassing and Gerard was hysterical the whole time... Oh well... Took MRT to Pasir Ris... then Back to Tanah Merah...

-18 July 2007-
-Outside House Area-
I walked home from Tanah Merah and was Messaging Nat(actually I had been for the whole day)... She was at Tampines Mall... and after exchanging a few messages I decided to head back to TM to meet her...

-18 July 2007-
-Tampines Mall-
Took a bus back to Tampines... and walked on to the mall... Met Nat at mac(ooo... that rhymes)... We both sat down and chatted for a while... about our schools... and stuff... Then we decided to kind of walk around the mall a little... so we walked and talked... and went to the top floor... I started looking down through the small hole beside Long John Silvers at the bottom level... Then after talking to Nat a bit more... we went to look down the giant hole in the middle of TM... talked some more... and then we went to the Arcade... Showed Nat After Burner Climax... then exchanged some coins to play... wanted to play at the outside machine but it was like spoilt... so we went to the other machine... which was occupied by a little kid... we watched him play... and then we watched his sister play... and there was also this kid behind us playing Virtual On... After all that... I put my coins into the slot of the machine and started playing... and explaining the game to Nat... after I lost the game... which happened quickly... we left the arcade... and walked on to the exit...

-18 July 2007-
-Tampines Bus Interchange-
We walked from TM to the Bus Interchange... and talked about some old stuff again... then at the bus interchange... we walked some more and then buses came and we parted ways... oh well...

-18 July 2007-
-Home-
Got home about 9:20+... and here I've been since then... at the Chair beside the comp...

Kinda really missed you all this time... REALLY nice to see you again...

Tick tock tick tock
this clock keeps ticking
on and on it goes on forever
and back to the 8th of July we go

-8 July 2007-
-Various(I'm getting lazy)-
Ok... this Sunday I guess was more interesting than most have been...
-Morning-
We prepped for church
planned to go for 11am but was late... so we went for 1230 mass..
-Afternoon-
After mass we bought KFC back for lunch... ate... and prepped for a family photoshoot... with Suits and stuff... darn... I know I have broad shoulders without the suit... but with the suit... man... they're HUGE!... feels kinda weird yet nice to look like that... I really have to wear a suit more often... anyway... after preparing everything.. we headed out to Katong Mall to take the photos... I was eyeing this dojo en route to the studio... Jujitsu and Kobujutsu(Hobo!-jutsu as Alfred likes to say)... anyway... had the photos taken(I hate grinning.. DO NOT make me grin)... then we went home... once home... all of us did our usual stuff.. .and the slept and went school the next day...

-Note-
The entire week after that was pretty much routine... or perhaps I just don't remember much about it... being that long ago... So I'm just gonna go over a few of the days....

-Yet another note-
Ok.. honestly... I'm getting sick of writing my entries in that phoenix wright style for every entry before this... darn its getting oh so tedious and stuff... oh well...

lets see...
dadadadadada.... Alfred and his hitman/investigations and stuff... everyone all stressed over exams... me failing a few more tests... lalalalalalalalala... monetary problems.... late allowance... Simpang some other times... yadayadayada all the way to the next entry...

ah rite... there was one day when I hung out with Gerard at erm... Hougang area... played met up... walked around a bit... talked about stuff... bought a drink... walked more... travelled to Kovan... played L.A.N... then we took a bus over to Gerard's dad's house area... ate dinner... then headed back home...

UPDATED AS SEEN FIT

Texa Ranger Gerard Heng... riiite

2007-07-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

-June 30 2007(twilight, 12am+)-
-Home-
Talked to Jeremy about something darn funny... hilarious... ask him for more details... but well... you might not get them... the details I mean... hmmn... then I headed out to Simpang to buy dinner and dessert...

-June 30 2007(Twilight, 1am+)-
-Simpang Bedok-
Lisa called me halfway... just before I wanted to order my Oyster Omelette to be exact... oh well... then I told her I'd call her back and ordered my food... next I went over to Shop and Save... bought a Strawberry Sundae... and coke... then went to pick up my Oyster Omelette... after which... I headed home...

-June 30 2007(Twilight, 1:30am+)-
-Home-
On the way back... I kept getting this picture of someone robbing the house on the way back... probably cause' the maid wasn't in her room when I checked before I headed for Simpang... oh well... talked to Lisa some of the time while I was eating... then when I ate finish... I mixed some of the sundae with chocolate sauce.... =D... after dessert... I felt like a drink... so I poured myself some Bacardi Oro mixed with coke... the one I hid in my room... no choice but to have it on the rocks... talked to lisa a little while until her brother got home(she was staying up to open door for her bro[he didn't bring his key... apparently])... Then I brushed my teeth, bathed and fell aslumber...

-June 30 2007(Afternoon)-
-Home-
The day of Nicola's Bday chalet.... Woke up about 1+... stared at the ceiling for a while... played on the ds a while too... then called Dan to come over at about 3+... needed my guitar case back and some hands too... alot of stuff to carry... hmmn... headed out for the chalet at like 4+...

-June 30 2007-
-ECP chalet-
stopped a couple of stops too late... and hence a long march begin... once at the chalet(about 5pm+)... everyone went upstairs and all... got Dan to bring my guitar up with him... while my bag(laptop, earphones and etc... stayed downstairs) and me stayed downstairs playing with fire(probably the best part of any barbeque[excluding the company and the afterhour games and stuff])... After getting the fire started... I went upstairs... to kinda get some of my stuff out... (note to self... no wireless at ecp... except mac. m guessing)play guitar and restring Nico's guitar(not sure if I did the restringing right... 1 string just keeps popping out of tune... oh well)... met some of nico's friends... then headed downstairs to eat a bit... and cook a bit more... after a while brought my comp down... no other music player(though... I think the kind of music I listen to isn't really meant for parties)... hmmn... so heres the roster for the barbeque pit... Head Chef - Zheng Tao, assistant chef/fire reviver - Jonne... oh well... drank a heck of a lot... ate quite a bit too... hmmn... bladed a little... and later that night we played pool... hmmn... won more than I normally do... lucky wins all the way(black ball= friend)... then headed back to the chalet to play guitar a while... after a while... Nicola, Delin, Terence and Bel came back... Next, Delin and Zhengtao and Nicola and Bel smashed cake on each other...

-July 1 2007-
-ECP Chalet-
We all took a bath and played cards all night... eventually everyone got tired... and fell asleep... I slept for like 5minutes.... before i had to wake up and leave suddenly(Sorry guys)... Murderer was hilarious... but it took a lot out of all of us...

-July 1 2007-
-Home-
I'd had to leave cause' I was meeting Jeremy for mass... planned to go 11am... but we were both late... so... we decided 12:30 was a better choice...

-July 1 2007-
-Holy Trinity Church-
Bumped into Gerard(Friend who went Texas a few years back) at church... and he joined us for mass... After that the 3 of us walked to Simei... Gerard to go meet Sheldon and Jeremy and me to go meet Kaixiang and Wanling...

-July 1 2007-
-Below KaiXiangs house-
Met Kaixiang and Wanling below Kaixiang's house at the void deck... Cabbed over to the Pasir Ris(Rich ass Kaixiang)...

-July 1 2007-
-NTUC club, Pasir Ris-
We all had some thing to eat... then we slacked a while before we decided to go into the Escape theme park... Well... I have to say... I really DISLIKE the Escape theme park... 3/4s of the rides are always closed and the queues like eternally long... Hence... we made up our minds... Lets just go town... so we all took a cab over to lucky plaza... I slept in the cab... Damn... I think I'm like getting darn old... can't even stay up one night nowadays... oh well...

-July 1 2007-
-Lucky Plaza, Orchard-
We headed straight to the arcade... felt like playing the punching game... I misfired quite a number of times(in a matter of speaking)... after all the misfiring... I realised I'd injured my knuckle... oh well... We played Daytona a while too... with me hogging the rear all the way... and lastly... We watched an old lady try her luck like crazy at one of those coin mountain machines... whoa... like... WHOA!... coins were coming out like... like... an avalanche or something... but of course... the old lady was like spending all of her money on that machine... picture giant box of exchangeable pink tickets... Well... if there were enough pink tickets to get the PS2 I'd say it was worth it... After all those weird sheenanigans... we headed down to 7-11 over at the first level... I bought my usual... A big 1/5 litre bottle of Green Tea(Heaven & Earth)... All of it went down even before we managed to walk to Tangs(which was just beside[Yes!... I drink that fast!])...

-July 1 2007-
-Tangs, Orchard-
Well.. shopping at Tangs... or in my case... erm... I like to call it... Chair testing... yea.. Thats it!... Chair Testing... Then we headed for Paragon next...

-July 1 2007-
-Paragon, Orchard-
I think I was walking kinda like a zombie all the way... could barely keep myself awake... All I remember is all those crazy expensive watches and wallets and belts and stuff... After all that we headed to The Heeren

-July 1 2007-
-The Heeren, Orchard-
Once at the Heeren I headed straight up to HMV... where i found... To my ALMOST COMPLETE and UTTER DISMAY... an empty shelf area with the label "Emery"... where the CDs are supposed to be... 'It was like I was in one of those horror flicks you know?..'... I bet you don't... =)... anyway... After the above incident... I went down to that place just outside the toilet to meet the rest... and also use the toilet myself... After a few minutes of talking and slacking, we headed to the back of The Heeren where theres this fountain with lotsa rocks all over the place... and sat around there... talked about more stuff... Like how I really should go home before I K.O right then and there on the street and such... Good times... =p... Then everyone decided to walk somewhere... and I decided I'd take the MRT home... couldn't take it anymore!...

-July 1 2007-
-MRT-
MRT ride home... I think I felt asleep on this ride or something?... oh well...

-July 1 2007-
-Home-
Got home, Bathed, watched some TV... and Fell asleep...

-July 2 2007-
-Home-
Woke up, fell back to sleep then woke up and fell asleep again... didn't go to school... Family came back...Bluffed them... told them I had holiday for Youth Day... Thats about all...

-July 3 2007-
-Home-

Woke up... Prepped for school... headed out...

-July 3 2007-

-Singapore Polytechnic, Dover-

Skipped IA prac... went for the rest of the classes... called Delin after school ended... the bunch were going for dinner around Gen's house...

-July 3 2007-

-Gens house Area-

Met Delin, Dan, Gen and Bel... then we walked to the Bus stop to meet Nicola... after which we all went to the coffeeshop nearby for dinner... I didn't eat... but was sorting out my cards the whole time... After dinner, we all headed back to Gens house to watch television and play with her dog... watched Brother Bear 2... cute!...

-July 3 2007-

-Outside Gen's House-

When It was time to go home... I took the same bus as Nicola toward tampines... she got off around T-mart area while i stayed on till the interchange... then took mrt back to my house(cheaper that way, MRT concession)...

-July 3 2007-

-Home-

Walked home from Tanah Merah MRT station where I alighted... got home... and did the usual... before going to sleep...

-July 4->7 2007-

-Various-

*School as usual... late on wednesday(4 july) and friday(6 july)...

*A Very Happy Birthday And Sweet 16 to Nicola(4th of July)

*didn't eat at Simpang this Friday... instead... ordered macdonalds... I think...

thats about all that happened...

Last Week of June

2007-06-29T20:28:00.000+08:00

-June 29 2007-
-Basement, home-
Well its been about a week... since I last blogged... and I have ground-breaking news!... This ain't gonna be a melancholic entry... =)... oh well... lets just summarise the whole week... starting from last week Friday onward

-June 22 2007-
-Home-
Well... I woke up at about 1+pm... considering that I slept at 6+am... hmmn... Well theres a class bbq at ECP for classes 2b21/22... so like... I managed to find some info about the location and time... left my house at about erm... 5+... met Imran and Syafiq on bus 31 en route to the pit...

-June 22 2007-
-ECP, pit 7-
When we got to the pit... we only found Catherine sitting there all alone... apparently the BBQ hadn't even started... I was relieved a little... considering it was a friday(can't eat meat on fridays... Later they start cooking the less hungry I'd feel when I actually ate some at midnight)... Well.. few minutes later some of the people from 21 showed up... then we all took a nice long walk to go find Eddie... And of course... carry the stuff for the BBQ to the pit... total attendence for my class DME/FT/2b22
-Jonne
-Eddie
-Murtaza
-Imran
-Catherine
-Her friend(dunno the name)
Well... like Eddie said... "Lucky we invited 21".. Oh well... We played cards, Cycled, talked and barbequed... untill about 10pm when most of the people there went home... Only me, Eddie, Murtaza, Hussein and his friend(dunno his name as well) were left... I was on the phone for an hour or so with Lisa... then my phone died... so I went back to the bbq pit... talked and ate(already after midnight) with the rest till about 3+(when hussien finished barbequeing the chicken)... then Hussein and Murtaza went home and me and Eddie headed to the Mac outside Parkway Parade...

-June 23 2007-
-Macdonald's Outside Parkway Parade-
Initially, Me and Eddie tried to go play pool at the building the Macdonalds was in... but we checked the prices and they were way too high... So we both bought drinks and sat outside macdonalds listening to spanish music and playing cards until about 6am(we came up with a new card game... called the anyhow game)... Then Eddie and I decided it was time to get home... since the buses were already making their rounds...

-June 23 2007-
-Home-
Well... took a bus 31 to get home... took a long bath... brushed my teeth and fell asleep at say... 8:30 am... oh well

-June 23 2007-
-Home-
Didn't do nothing much... basically just stayed at home... played comp... etc. etc...

-June 24 2007-
-Home-
Prepped to go church at about 11+... then went to OLPS church for mass

-June 24 2007-
-OLPS church-
Hmmn... well... had mass... then after church we all decided on having lunch at Carlton... Wanton Noodles and Duck...

-June 24 2007-
-Carlton, Katong-
Everyone else decided to go shopping... I decided to go home instead so I had to escort my Aunt back home...

-June 24 2007-
-Home-
Well the rest of the day is same old... Comp... games... etc.etc.

-June 25 2007-
-Singapore Polytechnic, Dover-
Well... back to school... Skipped the first 3 hours(Pro-e/Cad)... went for camac practical and listened to a hairy chested lecturer with pms whine and talk and lecture about the camac machine... Headed to Kevin's house after that...

-June 25 2007-
-Kevin's House, Dover/Clementi-
Drank water... played DS... talked... and then helped him carry water and finally headed home...

-June 25 2007-
-Home-
Usual stuff... etc.etc.... OH!... and erm... theres something else to be stated here only after Independence Day... =)...

-June 26 2007-
-Home-
As per routine... prepped for school and left late for it... and oh... ponned the 8:30-10am lesson(Industrial Automation[IA, Her gem... at least the one I got her to take in my dream... =)])...

-June 26 2007-
-Singapore Polytechnic, Dover-
School ended at 4+?... earlier than I thought.... lent Terence $10 more... with a $1 service charge bringing the grand total to.... cha-CHING!... $21... OH... plus 50 cents interest per day loan not paid... Well... he agreed... =D...

-June 26 2007-
-Tampines-
Well... headed down to Tampines after school with Imran... meeting someone to do something... then walked around TM looking for stuff... When I finished... I bought some H&E Jasmine Green Tea then headed home...

-June 26 2007-
-Home-
Played game... planned some other stuff... and finally prepped for bed and slept the day away...

-June 27 2007-
-Home-
Hmmn... woke up... prepped for school... erm...

-June 27 2007-
-Singapore Polytechnic, Dover-
missed the first half hour of mech lecture... but signed attendence... Talked Bingz, Jun and Imran to follow me to Tamp to shop some more(Not that I like shopping but theres stuff I had to get)... oh well... hmmn... didn't skip IA lecture didn't skip Math lecture(geez... that PMS talk sooo darn much... can puke I tell ya...)... After the math lecture we all headed to the library for a while... Me and Jun were looking through friendster.... and he was like so despo... looking through my profile for pretty girls... hmmn... Janesy... if you ever read this... stay away from Kong Jun Ming... =)... after which we all headed to a different floor to wait for Imran and the rest to finish their Gems( 5th floor, Library)... Jun ming did his homework a while... but fell asleep halfway.... and I played Metroid Prime Hunters the whole time... Bingz, Im and the rest finished their gems around 3+ and we all headed for Dover Mrt for them to have a smoke and finally make off for tamp...

-June 27 2007-
-MRT(en route to Tampines)-
Talked a lot of crap with the other four(those three up there plus Syafiq)... let Syafiq play my DS... untill raffles place where he had to get off... then Imran took over... and so on... till Tampines...

-June 27 2007-
-Tampines-
Hmmn... well... first we all headed to S11... the rest to eat and me to alter pants... My new Emilio Valentino jeans to be precise... told the tailor to help me do a boot cut and shorten it a little... total cost $16... well... its not so bad I guess... then after placing my order I headed to S11 to join the rest... ordered bandung... and drank while they are... after we were all done... We started walking back to TM... Bumped into Cheryl along the way... haha... everyone thought she had nice eyes and looked like a mixed blood( aka cham-po as I like to call it)... hmmn... Its a compliment ok Ryl?... Be happy... =)... Went TM Toys R' Us... and they took my bag... then I saw someone else walk in with a bag... bah... blind buggers.... heh... oh well.... the rest of the walk around the mall was pretty darn quick... quick browsing... my method of shopping... browse an entire mall in less than 1/2 an hour... played After Burner... got ending C... then split up... and took bus with Jun back home...

-June 27-
-Bus ride home-
Me and Jun talked about alot of stuff... and then I got off and walked home when my stop came...

-June 27-
-Home-
Planned more stuff... played more games... thought some other stuff... and so on... talked on the phone as well... in fact.. until it was too late I decided to stay up that whole night in case I couldn't wake up for school the next day...

-June 28(Twilight Hour, 2am+)-
-Bedroom, Home-
Van and Kevin talked me into not going to school at all... so alright... I fell asleep at about 4am without a worry about school... haha...
Woke up at about 1+ and prepped to go out buy stuff... Went to Vivo first...

-June 28-
-Vivo City-
Walked around for a LONG while(about 2hours+)... headache afterwards... but I managed to buy a certain something... and 2 laptop bags... which I found out later... WOULD NOT FIT MY LAPTOP... aww geez... anyone wanna buy em?... B4 Sized file like bags... $2 each... CHEAP... haha... hmmn... then I mistakenly messaged someone I'm not supposed to message about something I'm not supposed to tell her about... aww geez... feeling really stupid... haha... anyway... called Cheryl... and planned to meet her at Bugis... then my phone died...

-June 28-
-Bugis/Simlim Square-
After several pay phone calls and minutes... I finally managed to meet up with Cheryl, Seth, Zhi xin and bf.... headed to simlim... To shop for Cheryl's Laptop... alot of nice deals alot of rip offs... AVOIDING that bloody shop like a plague... oh well... after all that... bargain hunting... we all headed back to tamp... collect pants

-June 28-
-Tampines-
Hmmn... after alighting at Tamp... Delin, Cheryl and I headed straight for S11 area... collect my pants... apparently it wasn't ready... so we headed to S11 to eat... Well.. I ate anyway.... ordered 2 bandungs, 1 ice lemon tea and hong kong mee... heh... thirsty and hungry... talked while and after eating... for some time... then finally went back to the tailors... test my pants... haha... bit tight around the thighs... but I guess thats how its supposed to feel... hmmn... took a bus 38 back home... cramped like mad... luckily the stuff I was carrying didn't get damaged... unless I didn't notice of course...

-June 28-
-Home-
BORING!... skip ahead... a couple of hours... heh.... hmmn... or rather to the next day... aka... as usual... played comp, ds and etc. etc...

-June 29-
-Home-
Again I prep for school... but I missed the first lesson of the day... Mech Lecture

-June 29-
-Singapore Polytechnic, Dover-
Went for all the rest of the lessons today... got back IA test results... 61... better than I expected...haha... oh well... headed home after...

-June 29-
-Home-
Celebrated that parents and stuff weren't in Singapore... Prepped stuff... starved the whole day... Friday remember?... haha... talked on the phone with Jeremy at night... played comp and Ds the rest of the day... Tried to talk Jeremy into joining me at Simpang later after midnight... but to no avail... oh well...

To be continued in next entry

Silence

2007-06-21T05:01:00.000+08:00

-June 21 2007-
-Still by the com, Basement, home-
Well... Its been like a couple of minutes since the previous entry... hmmn... just thinking... its way too quiet in my life recently... as if... like... geez I don't know... nothings happening... Hmmn... and I don't know why... but I think I'm just gonna go for a long pointless walk later when I wake... like I did last week... for the sake of my head...

-June 19 2007-
-2 days ago-
Remember I was at Kovan filming stuff?... well... heres the current video... straight from youtube.com... for thy viewing pleasures....

turnabout regret

2007-06-21T04:31:00.000+08:00

-June 21 2007-
-By the com, Basement, Home-
I'm still up this late waiting for a game to download... I've no idea how I'm feeling right now... might be the lack of sleep talking though... oh well... just read some of her blog again... I shouldn't... right?... geez... I really feel like nuking myself from the inside out... okay then... maybe I ought to explain my statements up there... well.. I just read her blog... and she seems to always be unhappy... and I fucking can't do a damn thing about it... hence guilt shall bring forth anger and self-hatred... geez... and then coupled with all that is jealousy... go figure... and regret... alot of stuff happened before... christ... so long and its still shredding the innards of my head... oh well... as of today... I guess I'm gonna lock up this blog... for those who care to read... please put up a request... for the rest... sorry... oh well... Good Night...

Dreams...

2007-06-19T03:28:00.001+08:00

Guess I'll start by explaining the post title... I had a dream the night before... Not just any dream... rather... It felt so weird... felt nice... felt real... and it made me wish I didn't wake up... well... guess I'll tell you about the dream then... but a bit of a prologue first

-June 17 2007-
-Park outside Stratford Court(opposite Summer Garden's[my house area])-
Went rollerblading... well singing and blading is more like it... sang some songs... Boy Brushed Red.... Aiden.... and one particular song I sang more than once... The song that she'd sent me... My Reminder by The Beautiful Mistake... Actually this song really only means something to me because of her... the lyrics kind of do not apply to my life... at least for now... Anyway... I guess I'm really unfit these days... Out of breath really easily... Plus chest pains and some coughing... after blading one round up and down the park... I couldn't take anymore... so i bladed home... singing that song...

-June 17/18(midnight) 2007-
-Jonne's Room, Home-
Well... I got home... took a drink then bathed and changed... after which I took some time to cool down and then I smsed Nicola and called Lisa... After a while, Nicola replied and so I hung up and called Nicola and Cheryl for another conference... planned to meet up the next day and so on... then we hung up and I called Lisa again heh(geez... I kinda sound like a flirt... *shakes head and sighs[copyright Alvin Yit]*)... oh well... talked till about 3+... when she had to hang up cause' of her dad...

-June 18 2007-
-Living Room, Home-
Decided to floss and brush my teeth... watched my sister play Phoenix Wright in the mean time...

-June 18 2007-
-Jonne's Room, Home-
Lay down in bed for a few minutes before I fell aslumber...

-June 18 2007-
-Dream-
All started out in a hawker centre sorta place... with some friends or something... don't really know about this part... anyway... thats when I met Her... no idea how as well... anyway... She mentioned going to another place to eat... so I followed... apparently... I was kinda wearing one of my Holey white T-shirts and shorts I believe... When we got there... I bought my food... from this mix rice stall... She did the same right after... same store and I think same food too if I'm not wrong... After which we start talking about GEMs(General Elective Modules)... those for poly... She couldn't decide which GEM to take... I manage to persuade Her to take Industrial Automation... since I already do that as a core module(I'm still wondering if it actually is a GEM... oh well...)... So She does and kinda immediately starts studying for it... While studying, we talk and I tell her something like... She'd probably be better at IA than me by the end of the semester... Apparently the whole surrounding changed while I didn't notice... from a food court... we were now in something like a school hall with benches at the side for students to study... Middle of the hall was cordoned off and there were people playing soccer in the cordonned area... Ok... So Shes studying IA... and I try and help but I'm kinda hopeless at it so I end up looking for Mr Muru(MY SECONDARY SCHOOL TEACHER for social studies... crazy yea???)... I enter the cordoned area... and then I walk along one side with people playing soccer all around me... I get to the end of said side... and can't find him... so I turn around and head back... Then some of the players kinda start shouting at me to kick the ball which I then notice has rolled in front of me... So I kick it... and then I notice Mr Muru is right at the table just beside where She was studying... hence, I cross the cordon and walk over to him... She gets up from the table first and starts asking him about the questions so I just headed back to our table and sat down... Next thing I knew... me and Her were at Disneyland(or someplace like it)... and I buy Her this erm... kinda bag sized Hello Kitty Doll(i think) for $9(not too sure as well)... then I walk to some stand and buy Her something else for 95 cents giving the shopkeeper $1 and telling him/her to keep the change(5cents)... We then head into a shop in the area... She looks around and eyes a dolphin that looks kinda familiar to me... but I can't quite remember if I'd seen it before... After that I ask Her about an even bigger Hello Kitty doll... The next instant, Me and Her end up at the traffic light just outside my house... We cross the road and I tell Her about an IA factory(WHICH I HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT irl[I really felt like I'd known the place and I'd been there before though]) near Her house(somewhere around pasir ris... the factory's around changi village though)... Then I walk Her to a bus stop outside the OSSIA building near my house(non-existant bus stop irl)... She lies on my shoulder and we talk untill a bus number 2(which never passes the area) drives passing(without stopping)... She disappears and I start to walk home... on the way home... I dream another dream... kind of a nightmare... pretty much the opposite of everything(at like 20 times the speed... something like those rewind flashbacks you have in all those movies)... and then I think something like... dreaming everywhere else except within my house compound(Summer Gardens) lets me dream happy dreams about Her... then I wake up... and actually I kinda wish I didn't at that point... *sigh*...

-June 18 2007-
-Jonne's Room, Home(back to reality)-
Well... I did wake up... hence I'm here blogging... oh well... anyway... woke up, checked my phone... 1 sms... Vivi... asking about whether to watch a movie... but I'd already made plans so I told her about me meeting Cheryl and Nicola later... but not before asking Nicola if she and Cheryl would like to go... anyway... played bleach DS for a few hours... then prepped for going out... and finally headed out...

-June 18 2007-
-En route to Tanah Merah MRT-
I felt kinda weird... like as if... the gravity on the right half of my body was heavier than on my left half... so I kinda walked a little sideways... (geez... whats wrong with me???)

-June 18 2007-
-Tanah Merah MRT-
Went toilet to check my hair... then withdrew $50 from the bank... wanted to buy my MRT concession at Tanah Merah but the station's computer was hanged... so I headed to Tampines... called Nicola on the way there... told her I'd been meeting them there instead... I was a half hour early...

-June 18 2007-
-Tampines Mrt Station-
Well... did a U-turn when I tapped out of the mrt station and went to the control station to apply my MRT concession... -$45... OH THE PAIN... Then I walked around the area for a while... Saw Yuzhen and Shina(2 old classmates, didn't talk to them, just walked passed... sides, I believe they didn't recognise me as I remember I was kinda looking straight at Shina and she looked back?)... then walked more and went to the toilet... washed hands and did my hair again(JUST FRIGGIN WOULDN'T STAY IN PLACE...)... oh well... headed into Tampines Mall after that

-June 18 2007-
-Tampines Mall-
Went straight to the toilet, did my hair and washed my hands(IRRITATING)... then walked out of TM and went to cheers.

-June 18 2007-
-Cheers, Outside Tampines MRT-
Bought Green Tea and Halls.... haha... then walked to the Interchange

-June 18 2007-
-Tampines Interchange-
Went toilet and did hair... (AGAIN!)... then went out... walked a little and bumped into Cheryl... so we talked for a while and waited at one of the pillars and then Nicola arrived... Hence, we headed for the MRT

-June 18 2007-
-Tampines MRT-
We tapped in and rode the escalator up to the platform level... there Cheryl opened her phone and tried taking the sim card out... after a bit of help(from your's truly), she got it out... and switched it with the other phone she'd brought... we boarded the train... went to Pasir Ris first then over to Bugis... talked on the train, listened to my MP3, watched Cheryl transfer her contacts and showed them my house area(can be seen from train)...

-June 18 2007-
-Bugis MRT-
Cheryls contacts hadn't been fully transferred so we sat down and waited for them to transfer over from one phone to the other... 2 trains passed(I COUNTED!)... then we headed to Bugis Street

-June 18 2007-
-Bugis Street-
From the very beginning I felt extremely out of place(eccentric guy in average, normalised ah beng territory)... Wanted to buy jeans but decided not to since NONE of the cuttings were right and those that were had holes(I hate holes... *sigh*)... so I kinda just followed Nico and Cheryl to shop and buy stuff... Nico looks really pretty in green... =P...

-June 18 2007-
-Top-Man/Shop, Bugis-
Prices killed me before I even got to checking the cutting for the jeans... Cheryl got her shoes from here and looked at some bags then we headed off... to the MRT....

-June 18 2007, about 1700hrs-
-Bugis MRT-
I decided to go to Orchard and shop for my Jeans... John Little Particularly... so we parted ways and I went to John Little, Somerset

-June 18 2007-
-On the Train-
Talked to lisa on the train for a while... she sounded kinda happy... like the night before...

-June 18 2007-
-Somerset MRT-
Lisa had an Incoming call... so I hung up... I was kinda confused cause' I never realised Somerset changed so much...

-June 18 2007-
-John Little, Somerset-
Well... the jean heap was a huge mess... but well... I guess I coulda just felt my way around... found a pair with kinda nice colour... BUT lousy cutting... least not the one I want.... oh well... headed out...

-June 18 2007-
-Around Somerset MRT + 7-11-
Called Jeremy to ask where to buy Jeans... he suggested Far East... but it was over my budget so he told me to check out robinsons... price:$159... I could feel my wallet trying to cane my butt or something... anyway before I went to robinsons I'd bought a Chicken Pie from 7-11... after robinsons though... I headed to John Little, Plaza Singapura...

-June 18 2007, around 1815+hrs-
-John Little, Plaza Singapura-
Looked at some jeans tried one... but I guess I didn't really wanna buy it at the time... Headed to Daison, Dan and the bunch finished watching the movie so I told them to come find me at John Little

-June 18 2007-
-Daiso, Plaza Singapura-
Wanted to buy my Pillow Case bag aka Computer Holder... but completely none.... no idea why.... oh well... Headed back upstairs, bumped into Gen, Dan and bunch... got a really tight, SUFFOCATING hug from Donna... Headed for John Little

-June 18 2007-
-John Little, Plaza Singapura-
Donna acted a bit for this video Dan wants to make for Denver over at Washington... funny stuff she said and did... hahahhahaha... we then headed for the Bus stop outside...

-June 18 2007-
-Bus Stop Outside Plaza Singapura-
Talked to Donna about back massages and making old people burp... then about our eyesights... and she bet with me that I couldn't see the bus coming up and tell the number... well, I managed to and she owes me 10 cents =P... Soon her bus 14 came and we said bye... then we headed back to John Little...

-June 18 2007-
-John Little, Plaza Singapura-
I'm a very dependant shopper... need help buying lotsa stuff... oh well... I don't really like shopping anyway... picked some... Gen and Jackie went toilet... tried on the Jeans... bought one... and asked if they could help me alter the cutting... they couldn't and we headed to spotlight after that...

-June 18 2007-
-Spotlight, Plaza Singapure-
First I checked if they altered cutting and they don't as well... oh well... found a section at spotlight that has some toys... wanted to make a filming of something over there but well... too many people around... spoilers... oh well... headed to Carls jr. for Dinner after all that...

-June 18 2007-
-Carl's jr., Plaza Singapura-
After rearranging some tables... me and Delin ordered.... I got a portobello mushroom sandwich while he got a erm... well I forgot what... we had one refillable cup and chilli cheese fries shared for everyone... after eating... I went to wash hands, then to the Video cd shop just beside Carls Jr. to say bye to everyone... after which I walked all the way to Cineleisure with a cup of Sprite on me...

-June 18 2007 about 2015+hrs-
-Cathay Cineleisure-
Met Kai Xiang at the outside of the area... then talked a while and headed inside to go toilet... When I came out... He and his friends were sitting at the side of Cheers along with Wanling... said hi... and sat down to chat a while... Jeremy finally came... but everyone sat around for a smoke before buying tickets to go see Fantastic4(well everyone but me... I'm allergic)... about 2120hrs.... we went in to buy the tickets.... for a 2150hrs show... after queing and buying the tickets it was around 2138... so we went to the toilet... and then into the cinema... watched the show... then went home... on the way home me and Jeremy had lots to talk about...

-June 19 2007 after midnight-
-Enroute Home from Tanah Merah-
As I was walking home... Lisa returned my call... and so we chatted for a while... then I got home, bathed changed and called her again...

-June 19 2007-
-Jonne's Room, Home-
I realised me and Lisa are kinda like... personality twins... we both do the same things... we have kinda the same feelings... even the same blood type... and hobbies... but we both also have this mutual fear... since we both are so similar... We're both scared of the other knowing too much... Its kind of a personality trait... we both don't like people to know much about us... haha... weird huh?...

-June 19 2007 0511hrs-
-Basement, Home-
Well she had to hang up cause' of her dad again... so like... I decided I'd come down and blog... for boredom's sake.... haha...

-June 19 2007 0513hrs-
-Jonne's Head-
I kinda wonder what dreams really mean... Sub-conscious giving you what you really want?... riiight... as such... I shouldn't have woken up yesterday morning... The Opposite to the truth?... hmmn... thinking about it makes me wish I really didn't wake up... A sign?... prediction?... well... in that case... I guess I'd feel kinda happy... but still doesn't really change anything... All in all... well Ari was right... and now I guess I kinda hate to dream too... If its a good dream... One is ripped from what makes them happy when they wake up... unhappy ending... If its a nightmare... One wakes up thinking... whew... thats not real... but in the case of my dream... I'd probably be darned depressed too... oh well... dreams dreams dreams.... *sigh*

-June 19 2007 0519hrs-
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Nicola
-haha... well... lucky I got lazy then huh?... no flooding for you!....

First Bite, Vampires Kiss

2007-06-17T04:25:00.000+08:00

Well... new blog... wow... I finally plucked up the patience to go ahead and make one up... woohoo... go kid!... right... anyway... hmmn... heres my first entry and yada yada yada... It's 3am and I'm so not sleepy yet... chatting with Ari(whos out brushing teeth now) this whole time ever since 2200... whoop Ari's back... anyway... hmmn lets see... all my recap entries are gonne kinda be in phoenix wright style... just for my fun of it... you know?...

-June 14 2007-
-Home-
Bored as usual in the house... was on the phone with Janesy the night before... planned to go out at night with Jeremy, Jer, Vin and their gfs(I'm like the full-time president of singles club)... but in the mean time... I was busy playing my ds the whole day through.... all the way till about 5 or 6 pm... Then I got prepped and left the house

-June 14 2007-
-Tanah Merah Mrt-
Met vin first at the back cabin of the train... then talked about the days before, ah bengs, working at bars and so on and so on... After which we both called Jeremy and Jerlin... soon after we were both puzzled by Jerlin's whereabouts...
-1 hour before-
Jonne:Yo kid... where are you right now?
Mrt:*beep beep beep beep beep*
Jerlin: OH.... erm.... Kallang...
-On Train(1 hour after)-
Jonne:Hey jer... Where are you man????
Jerlin: KALLANG LA....
*hence the confusion(COME ON!... 1 hour on the train and still at the same stop)*

-June 14 2007-
-Central, Clark Quay-
Vin decided to take a smoke... Hence, I stood a few feet away and we talked a bit more about
stuff... How a few years back I wouldn't have talked to him...

-After talking about ah bengs and stuff-
Vin:Actually, my english standard right now is already quite good you know?...
Jonne: Welcome to singapore... =)

Then incidentally he needed the loo... apparently cigarettes make him wanna go...

-June 14 2007-
-Long Jong Silvers, Central, Clark Quay-
After the toilet break... We decided to go to LJS(aka Lan jiao seh) to eat some stuff... in the end I was the only one eating.... untill Jeremy got there... Jerlin got there a few minutes after as well... after talking and making fun of me, my singles club and my chinese, we decided to head out...

-June 14 2007-
-Outside Central, Clark Quay-
By outside... I mean... the road... we all tried jaywalking... but the frickin' cars wouldn't stop... had to take a detour to the traffic light... We talked while walking... had fun...

-June 14 2007-
-Bar @ Safra Town Club-
Well we went to the bar... then we sat down... and I got my tissue out... or rather... my breathing apparatus(kinda smokey... can't wait for July)... oh well... then we ordered our drinks... I got a Long Island(geez.. I'm never drinking those low standard ones from 7-11 anymore...).. and there was green tea, coke, bacardi white mixed with coke and some peanuts... OH... and a jug of water too... and we drank, sang karaoke, drank more, laughed, drank more, went toilet and so on... we had fun... oh well...at about 11+ almost midnight... we decided its time to go... trying to waive the midnight charge... anyway... vin stayed behind... and it was me, jeremy, jerlin and yiting(right... I didn't mention her... Jerlin's girlfriend, explanation enough) in the cab... cabbed back home and once home.... I couldn't sleep till 7am... (geez louise Jonne)...

-June 15 2007-
-Home, After midnight-
Got home, everyone was pretty much asleep and stuff... I couldn't sleep!... just stoned on the comp... and so on... till 7am at last...

- June 15 2007-
-Home, post wake-up time-
well played DS the whole day... and ended the day with a macdonalds delivery... GEEZ!... I got scolded just cause my dad had to get up to answer the door... IS THIS JUSTICE????... a while later I called in to Nicola's and Cheryl's conference... talked talked talked till 4am and slept...

-June 16 2007-
-Home, post wake-up time-
Well... I woke up at 12pm... around there... next step?... go back to sleep... yea.... I wish... hmmn... well... since I couldn't sleep I figured I'd watch some Tellie... After watching for about an hour... My bro dropped a DVD on me... Ghost Rider... "oooo... interesting... Lets watch..." went through my head... and hence I watched Ghost Rider... paused it in between to eat wonton noodles though... and watched Ghost Rider I did... After Ghost Rider... it was... DS time!.... Played Star Wars:Episode III... Hey!... its darn fun... gotta try it folks!... oh well... played DS till 1715hrs... then prepped for a dinner... After finishing preps... I had to wait... for something like an eternity for my mom... well....... maybe not that long... but long enough for me to fall asleep!... oh well... Then we got a cab and headed to fetch my Ah-ma... Following which we went to the Tanglin Club for Jeanettes birthday dinner...

-June 16 2007-
-The Tuck Shop, Tanglin Club, Orchard-
Ate, Drank(non-alcoholic) and bored myself to death... felt kinda bloated even though I didn't eat much... called jeremy a few times.. smsed vin, smsed Janesy... oh well... then it was time to go home!... got a cab... sent Ah-ma home... and SURPRISE!!!... mom decided to take mrt home... ugh............................... Walked from KK hospital area to Little India mrt... took the Mrt... got off at Tanah Merah... walked home...

-June 16/17 2007-
-Home-
Bathed... smsed... forgot to sms someone else... and spent the rest of the time on the comp chatting with Ari and doing up my blog and stuff... oh well...

-June 17 2007 3:56am-
-Jonne's head-
Well this whole time doing everything... I realise I haven't really been in such a great mood today... actually haven't really been in a good mood for a while...
Its like a war in my head... sub-conscious versus my lies to self... I keep telling myself... I don't miss her... Its better if we both forget each other... She was right... she'll never like you... we were never meant to be... Then comes the sub-conscious's attack... STOP LYING JONNE... ESPECIALLY TO YOURSELF... ITS GONNA GET YOU NO WHERE... and the end result is a extremely useless and confused fat boy... geez... how in the heck did everything get so bad........... I wish I could kinda just stop thinking altogether... that'd help.... ALOT... Plant c4 in my head... blow it to bits... sometimes that don't feel like a bad idea... I finally opened her blog for the first time in a very long time... and I really don't feel like reading it... geez... I never actually thought I'd feel this pissed off being the last member of the Singles club... well amongst my friends anyway... come on!... how often you find a 17 year old who goes to pubs, goes jamming, has a band and done so many other things but never had a girlfriend?... well... getting cheated twice doesn't count... so its really... zilch.. nada... zero... oh well... why am I whining huh?... wheres it gonna get you... asswipe... heh... end of this entry I guess... Really... don't feel like typing any more...